I MISS YOU; MEET ME?

I love this movie, Juno, it's beautiful, real and very sweet. And I'm addicted to playing this on guitar.
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It's been a long time since I've seen you, how have you been? Where did you go to? Why'd you leave me hanging like that if you and I both know that we have feelings for each other? You leave me breathless, but darling, you're suffocating me.

For two months that boy thought like that. Two months when he made a grave mistake, but it was the best thing he's ever done.

You see, for this boy, he thinks he loves that girl; he thinks.

No amount of words can express how his heart wanted to explode when she crawled up under his arm; it's an anorexic romance: too skinny to be love, too thick to be labeled lust; it's somewhere in between, but he really does not know.

One moment she can build him into a massive structure, but in an almost instant, she can defile him into rubble.

So the lyrics are true: 'Why do you build me up, buttercup baby and you break me down...I need you more than anyone darling...'

Or so it went something like that.

Each time he thinks he's onto her, she vanishes into the invisible smog of the vibrant, polluted city.

He will never forget how she smelt, how beautiful each curve on her was; he remembers caressing and feeling each bump on her beautiful, tropical skin. He remembers wrestling his tongue with hers and groping that firm, tight ass and squeezing on those breasts as though they were stress balls. He remembers licking each part of her body and hearing her moan.

For once, he didn't just want to please a girl, he wanted to love her, he wanted to make her happy, he wanted to hold her every night to sleep and to wake up to see her beautiful face.

But she's gone as soon as she came.

It's almost enchanted, don't you think? Like a dream. Haven't you ever woken up and forcing yourself back to sleep cause you were enjoying that dream? This is what he felt about her.

To him she is beauty. A deviation.

FELLATIO ON THE ROCKS

I'VE BEEN CONTEMPLATING A HELL FUCKING LOT ABOUT MY FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT.
BAND STUFF AND HAIRSTYLES, I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TO GET THE FOLLOWING(sorry for the caps, I'm in a very 'grr' 'grr' mood now heh):

THIS IS MY RELAPSE LIST;


Leviathan: Verraher CD; USD$15
A collection of tracks taken from thirteen full-length cassette and CD-R recordings by San Francisco black metal heavyweight Leviathan. Verrater is pure, primitive, cult, home recorded evil. Two discs, twenty-two tracks, one-hundred-forty-three-minutes of buzzing, howling, pummeling, black metal. Limited to 666 copies.



Toxic Holocaust: An Overdose Of Death CD+Tee bundle pack; USD$22



SlimeWave Gore Grind Series CD+Total Fucking Destruction Tee; USD$22
Look at this compilation cd.Slimewave brings together 44 tracks from twelve of the most influential and offensive international gore-grind and grindcore bands. From the high-impact opening assault of Poland’s Antigama, to the closing of shock-grind kings XXX Maniak, Slimewave is a relentless assault on the ears and mind.
The CD version also features unreleased tracks that were not on the original split 7"s from:
Antigama
Cripple Bastards
Machetazo
Sublime Cadaveric Decomposition
Total Fucking Destruction


XXXMANIAK's Harvesting the Cunt Nectar Tee; USD$14



XXXMANIAK: Harvesting the Cunt Nectar CD; USD$10
The most depraved artwork in all of death metal/goregrind.


XXXMANIAK's Harvesting the Cunt Nectar 12" Vinyl LP; USD$12
So wanna put this on my wall...


Misery Index's Traitors CD+Tee bundle; USD$22


Antigama's Resonance Tee; USD$14.
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THIS IS MY CENTURY MEDIA LIST:


Nachtmystium - Assassins: Black Meddle Pt. 1 CD + Shirt; USD$18
pretty self-explanatory...



Aborted - Strychnine.213 CD (Ltd. Ed. Evidence Bag) + Shirt; USD$25.
This exclusive deluxe packaging includes Aborted - Strychnine.213 CD, XL t-shirt and a HUGE folded poster inside a specially marked evidence bag.


Amon Amarth - Twilight Of The Thunder God (CD/DVD Digi);USD$15
PRE-ORDER WILL SHIP STARTING 9/29/08! ANY OTHER ITEMS ORDERED ALONG WITH THIS ITEM WILL BE HELD UNTIL THIS ITEM SHIPS! SORRY, NO OVERNIGHT! OVERNIGHT WILL BE REMOVED FROM ORDER IF SELECTED! Amon Amarth's songs have become more varied than ever, incorporating the roots of death metal, as well as showing openness towards different styles. These new songs are probably the most brutal Amon Amarth tracks of all time. The DVD featues a live set from 2007 and comes in a multi-panel digipak with 24 page full-color booklet. (2008) Track Listing: CD: Twilight Of The Thunder God / Free Will Sacrifice / Guardians Of Asgaard / Where Is Your God? / Varyags Of Miklagaard / Tattered Banners And Bloody Flags / No Fear For The Setting Sun / The Hero / Live For The Kill / Embrace Of The Endless Ocean // DVD: Intro / Valhall Awaits Me / Runes To My Memory / Cry Of The Black Birds / Asator / Pursuit Of Vikings / Fate Of Norns / Without Fear / With Oden On Our Side / Where Silent Gods Stand Guard...



Amon Amarth - Twilight Of The Thunder God (Picture Disc Vinyl) (PRE-ORDER); USD$23.50
PRE-ORDER WILL SHIP STARTING 9/29/08! ANY OTHER ITEMS ORDERED ALONG WITH THIS ITEM WILL BE HELD UNTIL THIS ITEM SHIPS! SORRY, NO OVERNIGHT! OVERNIGHT WILL BE REMOVED FROM ORDER IF SELECTED! The picture disc vinyl version of Amon Amarths newest album. Comes with a full color poster. (2008)
THIS IS GOING ON MY FUCKING WALL!



Equilibrium - Sagas; USD$12
Hailing from Munich, Germany, the melodic Folk Black Metal band Equilibrium have gained a huge fan-base in Europe with their amazing live gigs and debut album Turis Fratyr. On the band's Nuclear Blast debut, Sagas (the first to be released in the States), the songs are all sung in their native German, giving them a true Bavarian feel! Expect the same to be hearing more about Equilibrium. For Fans of Amon Amarth, Finntroll, Wintersun & Ensiferum. (2008) Track Listing: Prolog auf Erden / Wurzelbert / Blut im Auge / Unbesiegt / Verrat / Snuffel / Haimwarts / Heiderauche / Die Weide und def FluB / Des Sangers Fluch / Ruf in den Wind/ Dammerung / Mana


Reading Material - Swedish Death Metal (Book); USD$32
This hefty paperback is an ultimate blow-by-blow account of Sweden's legendary death metal underground, based on exclusive interviews with members of Nihilist/Entombed, In Flames, At the Gates, Dismember, Grave, Hypocrisy, Opeth, Unleashed, Marduk, Morbid, Mob 47, Deranged, Edge of Sanity, Merciless, Therion, Liers in Wait, Carnage, Carcass, Tiamat/Treblinka, Afflicted, Repugnant, and the Haunted. 450 densely illustrated pages. Revised and Expanded 300-page history, plus 150 pages including highly opinionated band encyclopedia, gallery, and fanzine bibliography. Written by Daniel Ekeroth (Insision). Weighs almost 3 pounds. (2008)
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Total for Relapse list(+shipping)= USD$159
Total for Century Media Distro(+shipping)= USD$142.5
Total for both= USD$301.5
When converted to SGD= $430.20(estimated)

Fuck...


Well folks, I'll show you more of my shopping list soon, plus reviews on movies and books. I also want to express a hell fucking load on current events concerning politics and how it deals a hell lot with the future corruption/benefit of the world of intangibles.